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And still I went to the Parish...

As you see, a disaster of dirt; I have a little to finish this pile of filth. I've started a week ago; little by little, I stayed again, the day is short... but I'll finish, I'll see how, little by little, because I go crazy in vain if doing nothing. Due to my tiredness and disease I alternate my moments of doing nothing of those working.

See what happened today. Today I will talk rudely because I'm very disturbed and nervous and tired. All night I had: crises of epilepsy, insomnia, nightmares, evil visits... full... and after I finally ate and said to rest a little bit, nooo, only troubles; I didn't had to stay in bed the way the doctor said. And I had afterwards... I said that, whatever, I staid a little bit on the chair, I rested a little, I said to stay at least on the chair if I cannot stay in bed... And one of my sisters said she has a twisted arm, to go to a woman in the village to fix it. And Angelica goes like this, slowly, slowly at this woman and she really found the arm a little twisted, but not seriously injured. She gave it a massage with water and soap, put some ointment for this and tied it up with a white, beautiful cloth of cotton like this women had. For, I went with a cloth from my home too, but the woman said no, she won't start to saw the cloth because she should have cut it in same way, to saw it and the woman said she can't handle it now and took some cloth of her own and did for Valentina there, tied her the way you tie the hand: shoulder, hand, shoulders one to another... whatever. Afterwards, when coming back... when coming back, we went trough cemeteries too, we searched the dead relatives, to see how their tombs look like because I'm thinking to go there when the garden mower ordered by one of my sisters. Maybe will succeed, maybe my second brother will agree because he didn't wanted this year to sweep the grass because my mother said there are weeds, it remained deserted there. My grandparents died and my uncle died too. It'd deserted there, nobody lives there anymore. They have some weeds, some crabgrass as big as the trees. And to walk there and cut there and make it beautiful and at the graves, but I've walked until the crises begun, a little, of epilepsy and I had to leave while I was still standing in order to get home. But look that at my grandparents graves was clean up nice, but I got that at my uncles graves that I haven't found yet people said some time ago that it is a mess... we have to ask our relatives where their graves are because I wasn't able to go to the church as is the habit in our area and I do not know anymore where their graves are, I haven't found not either the grave I went to, I forgot where it was and I looked around, but still haven't found it, if the sun hadn't burn that much and didn't had this epilepsy, the tiredness and the night the way it was... I would have stayed, I would have looked at every crux, because I have patience, I'm warming up for every loopholes, I do not run from the details, labyrinths of those of searching, I have patience and impatience, but I do not let a job unfinished when I have something to do, I figure it out, I'll do it in the end.

And when I got around the Parish, see this, I saw the Parish Priest and that's why I got away and that's why I did not get away. But I said that if I saw him and if he is home, let's finish what I've started, to talk to him to remove me from that registry, with the letter. But see that him started to tear my nuts off with those official words, well gathered, ordered, intellectual, like the Mother of God used to tell me that priests know human psychologies better then the psychologists and they are even more interested to know exactly the way people think in order to know what to say, how to say, how to pull it off, how to twist it, how to swing it so they finally land on their feet 'cause the Mother of God said that even the cat falls but they never tumble in front of a officially run-down situation. They know how to do to tie everything up in a neat little bow. But I am the way I am and God always said to me not to force myself to be refined,diplomat, calculated, to think words. To be the way I am. And me the way I am , the way I've been all my life, I am a eternal restless, rare for me to be quiet, I do not get things, all things at first, my vocabulary the one you know I've assimilated in 40 years, I should have had it in school, not when they all laughed at me that I am stupid as hell and have no idea what to do, how to do it, when to talk, what to talk.

But I get over-fury when it gets to unjust and do you know what the parish said to me? To shorten it, 'cause for sure I won't remember everything he said, maybe I'll remember once I have to do more treatments for my memory - both because of my tiredness and my condition I have memory losses, and from my traumas...whatever, all gathered there as in a madhouse. But at least I didn't got at the madhouse, I still know my name, but dysfunctional, the way the people say at once that she has gone crazy, but yeah, yeah. But I still know my name, where I am, of stubbing people I haven't done that anymore, it never happened again, I control the fact of not stubbing anybody no matter of how nervous I am.

And see what the Parish Priest says. The letter that I put in the mailbox is not sufficiently conclusive. He took me like I don't even have discernment, that I'm not lucid, that if my sisters came with me it means that they have to sign for me, that I have no discernment. Says that are not sufficient the reasons that I've put in the letter in order for me to give up the roman-catholic religion. And I said, I said: "but the persons that gave up this religion, didn't gave the same reason?" how, because it was the context, you know, with the molestation, you know, but he said the words, no, he shrug off heavily of the word "molestation", but I got this was about, and he said that we are all people that do mistakes, that some I don't know what, that what this has to do with religion, with us people, that we all do mistakes, that some I don't know what, and I said that exactly because the priests had discernment and this is the reason I cannot stay along them. When God enacts, I cannot share with them what God says He will enact and I said that it is possible for you not to believe, to say that I'm crazy, that the way I am, the way I am now, but it doesn't matter anymore, that's what God told me, to put the letter, that afterwards He will enact. But you know something, when He will enact do not come to my door. Because I am out of this religion. And he said that no, that I have to do another letter and he will explain to me there, and I said they can I put the same letter, because these are my reasons. "No, because they are not conclusive reasons". He took me...like... And I said that aham, so that's all about, you twist the words in the way you land on your feet, whatever, there were lots of words, I do not remember all exactly, I do not involve my sisters to say the discussion them too, don't know what, don't know how, 'cause you know, I don't even know, I forgot even how you change a song at the PC, and how you open and close the PC, I was so hooted with my sleep destruction, I'm in my fourth year, I do not have even a single dose of sleep without nightmares. I wake up more tired then I am [I fall asleep]. But I get the energy that you see because I eat a lot and I do not eat randomly, I look to get vitamins, minerals, calcium, magnesium and all of those. I also take herbal remedies because chemical I cannot anymore, because they incur only side effects, I don't know why, put pills are not good for me anymore and I take only herbals. And I take herbal treatments, I try to relief my head from problems, to think positive, constructive, I do not delude myself with smiles if I don't feel like smiling, if I'm upset I let my face upset, if I'm happy I'm happy instantaneously, I do not deceive myself. And I try to get over everything, that's me when I bump of something unknown, I try to move on.

And he, the priest, wants a more elaborate discussion. But I said that the moments of muting alternate with those when I can talk. He took me like "keep it together" like I'm one of those without discernment, like I do not know what... whatever. But I'm glad that I got at least a conversation with him, 'cause this is all from now, I'm done with this, I do not fool around, I do not cover my motives. God asked me to write the reasons for which I want to quit this religion. This is really what I feel. I cannot share with roman-catholic priests that said at the Altar that "the redemption of man resides in the religion they preach and say-so, that, like..." and when they finish with their liturgies, confessions, communions and others, go for fucking and molesting all around. With discernment, without discernment I cannot endure that, simple as that, I do not agree. I do not agree to soil God Enactments with such a thing. I simply do not agree. I don't care, I now must, how should I say this to you, I have to take care of my health, in order not to get crazy for real at the level of not knowing my name and where I am, not to get to an epilepsy crisis of those that take your lucidity, like happened to me on May 24th, 2012, for the moments when I knew my name alternate with those when not and when I wasn't even aware of what was happening with me, I didn't had a clue, and I said something like this I never want to live again. That never repeated since then, but I know that at this time I have the symptoms that I had before May 24th, 2012. And know I know what kind treatments I have to do, 'cause I asked at the drugstore, nurses and doctors and regular people and relatives and strangers and family, I had such a bee in my bonnet, I've asked for all loopholes regarding the nervous system in order to know what to do, 'cause some things I understand like this... a little harder. You know, I'm a little blunt, I make people nuts, because people... sometimes I understand from the first time, other times the man repeats and I still didn't get it... whatever, dysfunctional. I haven't asked the doctors about what this means too, I wanted high school and college, but not even a professional school I wasn't able to do. I finished the first year the second in my class and in the last year, I didn't even deserved to graduate because I think they gave me 5 [minimum passing grade in Romania] from mercy because I wasn't capable to say not even a phrase at a test with the foreman, at the oral test how they say. They questioned me and I not even a phrase didn't knew anymore, not a single phrase stood in my mind. I was conscious, but I couldn't memorize nothing, nothing, nothing, nothing. I opened the notebook at school and nothing, nothing, nothing got into my head, you could have cut it with the ax, nothing, nothing, nothing got into it.

Of, the priest made me sow uncomfortable today, how much he has perturbed me with his shallowness, like it's nothing that they molested children, I'm going crazy, I'm going crazy of angry. I'm going crazy. I wonder if on this world was there nobody that gave up because of molestation? Am I really the only one that he took me for such a crazy and a fool? Because truly you can see me in pictures and videos and may vouch i'm just a deranged, just a crazy, a crazy peasant, that does not know what she does, what talks. But there is nothing I can do, this is it, if God hadn't asked me to write all this things on the Internet, I wouldn't have said a word. As for me, for my part, I said to God: "For my part I may as well be dead and I prefer for the Earth and Heaven to sink and all those Enactments that You said to me, that You said you will do, after that all to wonder, like when you open a history book - was that true or not, if that was real, was not... I have not, I have no reason to come out to my door, nor do I care to talk to the reporters, nothing, nothing, nothing, nothing, nothing. You've got nothing to do but to come and see the sorcerers' houses sink the way that God has told me, to tape all of you such a happening, and to see how the sorcerers die and all of those... but leave me alone, I want to mind my one business, my health, because I have many things to do for it, to the tiredness and to the adjustment of the nervous system and now I'm on the edge to completely lose my consciousness for life, not knowing who am I and where I am. And I do not want to get there. I'm very labile, meaning weak, because the nurse said that labile has two meanings: crazy for real or that you are very weak, that I derail from one side to another of my nervous system. So for now I'm thankful that, look, I see now that here is dirt and I have to finish, but I will not finish today because it's a mess, I will even tell my sister that after I finish filming and stop talking to do this, a circle, for you to see the wholes in the roof, to see how the beams look like, to see how the floor looks like because it is not lived, and think that this house was built by my father who is a drunkyard, cares nothing about the house and claims for my mother to support him and he works only for himself and only that so he does not care for the house. People think so bad of us, 'cause why do not care from him, while he walks on his feet and is capable to care for him and for us, but he doesn't want to, he takes care only for alcohol all day long, he gets along very good with the alcohol from what I see. It remains for me to see if he is guilty or not, but over time, because as for now God gave me no answer if he is really guilty or not. For now this is in tongues. I do not ask the sacred beings for anything.

And do you know what the priest tells to me? That I accuse everybody in that letter, that I harass everybody, I do not know what he was saying there. For you know what I'm sorry for, that I didn't had my phone to film him, but I have the feeling that I had ho right to film, but this is it. Because with those kind you have to have black-and-white proofs, and they fake them too I think, that I heard at the TV that they can fake the videos. So I can show you I'm not talking nonsense, for you not to tell me again that I accuse one or another. But no, because I give up, I do not care anymore, I actually gave up. I gave up. The family did not went to say they give up. Everyone is free, who wants give up, may give up, who not, not... I did not went, nobody from the village does not know, because I met people when I put the letter, that I left this religion. Nor even my relatives know, because we said to nobody. I said that if this is not found out like this, who knows how, instantaneously or the priest says something, I won't say anything. My he shout in the church that I quit, may he cut me up in there, the important thing is, the important thing is what God does. If God lets me buried in clear proves that it is not true, first of them medical proves, because it is impossible to trust somebody with my diagnosis, tiredness, disorder and first grade epilepsy, that it is true, especially when you see the pictures with me, that for sure this one is off, this one is a lunatic, and most of all because the years have passed and I kept on saying that it will happen, it will happen, it will happen and the time passed and it did not happened... That you see me now agitated, because God told me not no hide, therefore I do not hide. Now I'm in that nervous moment, now I will succeed to calm down. I think I will pass easily to calm down, it is not a problem. I will calm down nicely, I will walk slow, when I walked fast I ended in epilepsy crises and I do not know what that means for the nervous system. I can walk faster, but not all the time, I work slowly but also fast, usually slower at this time. And to see what I'll do with myself in order to... in order to not lose myself for real, for the parish priest and all roman-catholic priests to say afterwards that truly she had no discernment. They would bury me with all the funerals only to cover it all - "poor one, she had no discernment, look, she was wrong". Don't know what and don't know how. 'cause you know what I've heard and cannot believe? For me it does not make sense such a thing, it is impossible to think something like this, I do not know... even if I will see that the priests and nuns will die and the churches will sink like Jesus told me, the places they drew "părticele" for the people died, churches and monasteries, then I will say too that this was for real, was not the devil that changed, that I heard that the devil changes in the Mother of God, in Jesus, in... And then I will say too "this means that no one mocked me, this is really true". I know now only one thing thing, that I have to seriously take care of my health if I do not want to lose me for real. Like the parish has said now, he let me know that my sisters have to sign for me, because it seems I have no discernment. Whatever, the states I have and my behavior may send to this conclusion the intellectual people. That he said that we have to discuss it more extensive or some. I said that for sure you are a smart man, you understand everything from one single word, what do you mean I wasn't clear enough. "No, no, no, you weren't", dear me, he took me for a fool. He took me, he got me crazy. But I do not care. You know something, I will not plug God's Will. God said that if I put the letter in the Parishes mailbox He will start the Enactments for clearly show it is true about me. Until now nothing was done. But if it is done, I will write on the Internet. I will write. But I ask of you, do not come at my door to explain everything all over again. I'm not in that kind of state. I will cure myself naturally, 'cause I'm not asking God for a miracle, bang, to heal me. I treat myself with what I have. If God, along the way, believes that I need to heal, I will, if not, not. I do not... you know the way I act with the sacred persons? When I have something that I do not understand, I first reflect, if I see that I am not still capable to understand... 

[Note: We confirm what she said above as we witnessed the conversation and declare that her psycho-emotional reaction from the recent video is not an usual one, just that it was too much for her to handle the way the Parish Priest treated her as a human being, so much so that she didn't even managed to properly finish the video. For all that's worth, we've always taken our education very seriously and succeeded in completing a College Degree in Computer Science (Iuliana) and Economics and Finance (Valentina). Whilst not a guarantee nor a defining criteria, as we easily observed throughout the years, education may at least help one to proper choose the filters he/she applies when trying to understand the world we are living in and try to make the best of it. Again, we stress the fact that all the information on this site was written by Angelica (the photos and videos attached to every text stand by this affirmation) except these seven lines. We agreed to translate in English. Also, all notes and rectifications were requested by or discussed with her. Iuliana and Valentina]

 Jesus: "Not all the roman-catholic priests are liars and molesters."

INFORMATION PSYCHO-EMOTIONAL OVERWHELMING

PARENTAL OR ADULT APPROVAL RECOMMENDED

October 13^th, 2018

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- A sunny autumn’s day… At the edge of the physical collapse from exhaustion and illness, I managed to go with “granny Barnaveta” -<Gina’s meemaw> on her quiet way, in a closed coffin – like a furniture (meaning beautifully varnished, dark brown, golden handles; what meemaw would say if I know her: “on what have you spent your money on, it was enough one like your father had, simple!”, but I would say to her: “what do you want meemaw, you have stylish girls, you are more comfortable like this for sure even dead, because the daughters offered you THE BEST THEY COULD FOR YOU TO BE WELL, which was placed with care at the base of the partially sealed with cement grave, where only a little ground got there, thrown with respect by her beloved ones and after, a concrete slab closed the “concrete box”, which hold the broken to death body of our grandmother. …,safely… Only then, the gravediggers covered the hole with the digged ground…

So many relatives…, to whom I couldn’t say hi… I would’ve go to each of them, but I barely succeeded to resist to assimilate all right everything that was around me; I only watched them a little, from afar…, I have so much to lose because of constant tiredness… I ask myself when I will sleep without nightmares… If I only be tired from them, but I have neurological signals: “I’m going crazy!”, blockages, increasingly limited focus, lightning dizziness, affect the epilepsy despite treatments…

I had to be near relatives at the Church… I was meditating to the Priest words, uttered at the Altar… And I was saying to myself: “YES, I did what I had to do! How dangerous it is: according to the words heard in the church, you have faith in Priest…, go after the Liturgy to him and… you found yourself RAPED… I’m happy that I sent the Divine Message: “WE DO NOT ACCEPT THE RAPE OF THE PRIEST IN CHRIST!”  But, what is emotionally tearing me apart:”... what if there were paralysed children who cannot ever say on this world what happened to them..., and retarted being, they cannot tell the difference between day and night...; I cannot think much on that, my mind is getting darker and I lose my judgement, I stop to function at cerebral level for a few seconds...

In my thoughts, I asked from Jesus, if He officially can separate the ” wheat from the chaff...” It wouldn’t be fair to offensively watch ALL THE PRIESTS. Maybe there are still left Priests Devoted to the Vocation... They might have other mistakes, but not RAPE. Discernment or not in other priestly “spiritual scruffy” facts, BUT NOT RAPE... Why this subject is wringing my head like this? The Mother of God told me that many of them did not recovered...., they died emotionally suffocated, without a cure through people... And... these Priests... they dare to preach... like “it’s nothing...” The grief I am feeling is more destructive than fury... I will do everything I can to overcome all through the reality negative effect... I cannot say to the doctor: “It’s disturbing me..., what I have told you...”

I fear to put on the internet “ The divine Enactments Journal...” I prefer for you to CLEARLY SEE: “IT IS TRUE!” But I will do:...

Jesus wants for me to say everything like the Divine Facts are coming... First, it will be translated “for Americans, to Oprah” and after, Romania founds out... Because in America , there are people “from all continents...” And, He wish: “ EQUALITY, NOT FAVORITISM...”

I wish the urgent Divine Enactments: “people will be smart and they will easily learn any spoken language on Earth...” because there is a lot to translate and my sisters are not quite fresh with their health... Lucifer “took well care” of all, to be “tired, sick”, even if we didn’t get to “lay in bed” for life, as he would like so... I ask not to fear when you will see: your hands growth, your missing legs, your hair, you lose weight, gain weight in a healthy way, have teeth, the hair in excess is falling out, you see your body becoming the way you wish it to be or how it is good for you to be, EVERYTHING IS FROM GOD... Where is the case, creatures will temporary revive for the peace of their masters; the males will not kill between them for supremacy anymore... I am too tired to continue with details on the Divine Enactments... The idea is that all will be made from Heaven, like it is necessary on Earth...

I use some words only to express myself clearly, “not usually”. Having even now on emotional level “a child mind”, it would scare me “till have an epileptic fit” to be told: “IT IS UGLY...”, I feel safe: ”you will understand sometime...” I think to the children that are asking  the adults: ”what is this word:...”

October 14th, 2018

Time 17:39

After finishing reading these pages, for possible correction, I noticed that the gesture from "the last letter" repeated... the time I had the pages 1,2 on a single sheet, then a single part of the next sheet written, and the other left white... I do not like waste, as many as I might have: ... Of course, some situations ask: 1 page written on a single sheet, but I do not see the point in my writings... I forget... some subjects and the tiredness trouble my brain so I forget: ...

I... will write about the Divine Enactments only in order to avoid confusions of any kind, I won't leave it to anyone the explanations in Romanian language, no matter how "dreadfull" (I do not know exactly it's meaning, I understand as I am now: "all backwards, nothing gathered, at it's place in me) I would be... My sisters will translate everything in English to, ONLY BECAUSE THE ONES FROM HEAVEN WANT THIS... The women from "the house of ROATA" do not tolerate "human invasion"; let us in our own working rhythm... We will recover and we will CLEAN CONSTANTLY IN OUR HOUSEHOLD. WE ARE NOT LAZY, BUT EXPLOITED OF THE "INSATIABLE", SO OUR BODIES DO NOT END EVERYTHING EVERYDAY... I will open the "conversations" only after the news: "hands are growing..."

October 17^th, 2018

- Lucifer stays, looking over my shoulders to SEE what I am writing…, but I will continue, “running” from him and his followers is not a solution, they do not retire anyway… At least know that I did EVERYTHING for the Divine Word Enactment… I do not know details about the Work of Lucifer’s Empire in ALL… When I will be psycho-emotional-physical continuously fine, I will render to the world, in writing, as far as I know… For me, the “book I read“ throughout my life about this Empire is enough… Some information are the results of my experience on his part, of what I saw they are doing around, ones come from Heaven… As far as I found out, it is enough to establish for eternity: the existence of this Destructive Empire didn’t worth it…

…The man “marked” by them will think, speak and act as they have been decided for him; the poor man, sees after death what has been destroyed by him…, but he cannot return among the living…; and you see him as a lucid person all his life and acting accordingly… How desperately those souls might feel…, maybe even resignation… The devils and the sorcerers can torture, kill, destroy everything on Earth… What they wished and did to birds, animals and to many others will happen to the sorcerers and to the demons even if the sorcerers have animals into care… The creatures will die suddenly with no pains, because people FEAR to take care of them… Their fortunes will sunk into the volcanoes lava because the same good people fear to use them…

God: I gave to the human the necessity to eat meat… My creatures feel fulfilled when they see that they become good food for people… Just treat them with kindness and kill them as easy as possible (fast)… Observe if firmness is needed, but not hardness.

Me: What I’ve said to you in the video named “The cause for the last deadly journey of the Lucifer’s Empire over Me”, is related to the fact that Lucifer wants with so much despair, evil, determination, satisfaction for me to not get to fulfil My final destiny: “after We will meet in full view of the whole world (Me and My Mother who you know as the Mother of God”), you will open the Hell’s door and the souls over there will go in Heaven!” (this would have been if, on Maundy Thursday 1994 would’ve come true…). Hence, Lucifer “set up” a decisively plan: “THIS WILL NOT BE!” So, all the sorcerers that are helping him in this matter will die…, but Lucifer wants them both DEAD AND IMAGE… With me, they can’t work this out, I keep treat myself and he sees how I’m still not brain-dead, that the medical picture is clear: “it is not true!” He wants BY ALL MEANS TO DIE AT LEAST IN AN EPILEPTIC FIT, IF NOT CRAZY, because, for the earth beings my unbalanced behaviour of a lifetime is enough: an agitated, lucid, annoying person, with the mind of a child, I hardly understand some information, “appropriate ideas to the issue” are not coming in time or at all, 05.24.201 – lucidity loo alternated with lucidity, a few hours psych hold… Later, temporary unconscious in epileptic fits…

Even if it is a lot to translate in English, everything will be done only with the [“first  dead sorcerer from the Divine List” – Jesus]

I am not very good at punctuation, I do not “find” “quick” words always…, but they are mine… I asked from my sisters to use the correct punctuation when putting these words on the internet. I don’t think I can write much, I feel my brain “sore”, it stings me, it hurts, aches, the ears are ringing so loud, they hurt from so much ringing, I don’t know what to do to them anymore: “are there natural treatments for this?” I used for this: “celandine tea, medicinal Swedish bitter”, but…

When I finished to write, my brain was cold… While I was checking what I wrote, it got colder and colder, like now, with every written letter… So much tiredness… At least I can stand up even if I cannot rapidly do my daily tasks… It’s the first time it get so cold after writing… The whole body is getting cold. I will drink the tea and stay in bed… I need to do things, not lounging…

October 23th, 2018

To the regular people... (= the ones you do not collaborate voluntary, willingly with the devils...)

- I... cannot stand to see the sorcerers anymore because of the satisfaction they destroyed everything for centuries, for generations... I got to the point... of not being CONVINCED THAT THEY DIED FROM GOD... BECAUSE THEY DIE WHENEVER THEY WANT, LIVE LIKEWISE, AND THEIR SOULS HAUNT THE EARTH... THEY GO TO HELL ONLY WHEN "HEAVEN COMES... AS I SAID BEFORE..." But, I will listen and I will write "the list of the dead..."; I prefer to "stink of dead bodies", all asking: "what is that about?", not for me to come with words: "this is about:..." To much time I've been contradicted: "it is not true the things you say:...", because I feel to let ALL FOREVER TO SEE, I'm fed up of the word "proof" at what I say:... I did not searched for glorification, BUT TO MUCH I'VE BEEN HOOTED: "YOU TALK NONSENSE!" I have a limit too... I'm chatty, but I do not drag somebody endlessly, I prefer alone in fresh air, then with "facade love", "for show" above me... Of yesterday I decided not to restart talking BEYOND ENDURANCE... It was HARD FOR ME TO ACCEPT THE MUTENESS... 

October 25th, 2018

- I had nightmares last night... Although the clock was 07:01 when I woke up and I took dinner at 22:00 (desert), in the morning I lacked any kind of energy... Still, slowly, I strive to end at least one compulsory daily activity... I only got to go to the WC (toilet) and end it... without washing my teeth, hands, in order to do my tea, food; I was already fool of somnolence tiredness and I layed in bed again until 12:45... I do not know if it took one hour and I fell of tiredness and epilepsy in the kitchen... It's 14:30 and I feel "satiated" in my stomach; I have to eat... maybe I will not throw up... it almost happened other times when I ate above "satiated", although it is impossible not to need food... After all these nightmares, I often have this sensation... My nervous system is confused so it cannot help me to proper feel "hunger" or whatever that might be, but in this state I get only after these endless nightmares... The ones given from tiredness and disease I handle through tea (pharmacy) but the devils and the sorcerers "invade" the human brain even in their sleep... What you think it is a nightmare is in fact an evil attack

in your sleep... It depends only of the Divine People when I get rid of them... Mommy gave me a spoon of swedish medicinal bitter (prepared according to the receipt from Maria Treben's book: "Health from God's Pharmacy"), massaging my head and neck area with it... It does really work... I managed to get up... I hope to finish the tea, to eat; I will have to sleep today too on a "messed up bed", me preferring all "lined up", if it is possible... To live today, eating, staying, drinking tea, all remain again daily activities left behind; I am so sleepy... but I have to walk slowly... if I do not eat I will add the "everlasting" lack of Calcium, according to the analyses, and now, associated with deadly tiredness + epilepsy G1 (first degree), it's like "goodbye" life; I have to live... As a regular being, the only thing left for me is to see watch me dying; I have no money for a decent living, it all came to dust in this matter... I wrote to the nurse that offered to take me to the doctor for free, regarding disability benefits; if it is possible for the doctor to grant a pension, although I no more tolerate pills, I somehow "live" physically only their side effects, I haven't even read the prospectus before drinking them; when the bad stated stagnated in my body, I read... and... "only side effects" on me... She didn't replied the letter... I understand that it is not possible for me to have disability benefits without drinking pills... committed in hospital...

In the past and in the present I cannot live with the thought: "people give me money..." I do not know what God wants in this matter: He does not heal me, I could not wait for the Accomplished Promises Miracles to be healthy and obtaining the "monthly salary"; after more pills taken, at doctor's recommendation I feel "death" sick, that passes only after aborting them; I fixed my nervous system and internal organs affected from them only with herbal remedies.

What I felt as a result of pills, I never felt again... I on the edge with the tiredness and disease, despite all these tea, but I fall physically less often then with the pills. Like I said to the lady pharmacist: "there will be no more pills if they weren't good..." because people keep on drinking them and are alive...

These pages I will offer to the readers sometime...; I will avoid "begging" for money, even involuntary... I wrote only in order for you to know how I live on this world meaningless... without defense and all is caused by the devils and sorcerers... If they would have not interfere I would have had Highschool, College, monthly salary, God would have not needed "my ordeal for the good of mankind". It's all about the "free will of the evils" in my earthly life... They chose, they harvested: THE DIVINE WREAKING HAVOC ON THEM. I have nothing to discuss with them... My body feels not even 1% mercy for them, only ANGER and "DIE, SUFFER, DO NOT EXIST!" I too was like: "come on, talk to me...", at any point ready to help... anyway I could...

In this month, October, my body keeps on getting cold when concentrating... although I drink the right tea, bitter, tinctures from plants... It's time to let the writings for the "days of worldwide mourning" caused by the death of these sorcerers... Either I give written details, either you will see all from Heaven... if the Heaven does not explain to you, I have to do it myself, so, to take care of myself without hesitation, I know I will die otherwise...

...Angelica...

Time 16:56

Although epilepsy "visited" me in the kitchen and I am ever deeper tired, because I'm not dizzy, I will walk slowly in order to see what I can do more in the poultry plant: cleaning, water, food, although mommy carried on: she gave them food...

The soul of the Priest Toma Lucaci, who was when living, Parish Priest in the village I live in: "Write today, because tomorrow morning you will want to do in time the daily activities, after today's forced delay, because of the tiredness and epilepsy...

God did not accept for us to receive spiritually separately your exit from this supernatural durable and destructive misery, therefore He asked me to be, for the last time, together, in order to ask, under the Sign of the Holy Trinity, like the roman catholic Priest does and the person around him follows the gesture of his hand quietly, answering at the end: "Amen", in order to ask the Person about which you told me in year 1993, month May, at the Parishes' office, that you dream about and says that is called "the Mother of God from Heavens" like this: I say, once a day, next to you, with my soul, for 3 days: <Mother of God from Heavens, give (you proceed: "if...") the rest of the words will be finished by me too, but the intention is: "let the God's Will be made between you, as a roman catholic visionary and those that fought, fight and will fight in order to obtain the deadly diagnosis for you: <she was some crazy that had to be immobilized, alone, to the psych ward, where she died, where she SPOKED:...> But for August 25, 1993 too, when you stabbed the witch neighbour with the knife...

Write only this: "Whoever wanted me crazy." and write that list...

When THIS WILL BE CLEAR ON THE WORLD, WE CLOSE THE SIGN..." 

October 28th, 2018

- God has said to me: "... in order for Me to unleash on the Earth the "rain" of punishments and clear proofs: <roman catholic visionary Angela, from Rotunda Parish, Diocese of Iassy, talked with the Mother of God from Heaven> write these lines today...

As a result of a epileptic fall, I feel something "tied in a clamp, stapler, claw, a knot too tight" in the low part (left) of the brain... From there, I often get cerebral numb, sometimes it's spilling out all over my body... Yesterday, I could move only my face and my hands (from my elbow to my fingertips)... The second brother understood through my signs what is happening to me and following my sister's care I recovered... but in rounds the states of "stiffness" return, starting in the "left brain injured accidentally", in small "doses"... It's been 3 days since I walk, with interruption, in "stiff" rhythm. I hoped that a physical activity would help, but my brain minds his own "stiffness"... goes on with the coldness as the concentration grows, although I take all required for disease and tiredness...

I will write, maybe I will end safely now too...

- Sorcerer Lupu Marcel was sobbing at our house (that time I didn't knew he is "with the devils", he is a relative...) because he has to do his niece's coffin:..... (10 years old), he being a carpenter, butcher, regular householder, unmarried, although he wanted a family... It was year 199- (I don't remember...).

After many years, I found out from the Mother of God that the sorcerers suffer and die for the devils... Afterwards, their victims will live the same moment... But... they can also stop the Divine Enactments on Earth...

The Papal Law is: "... if miracles are made, medical checked, at the graves:... then: "IT IS TRUE:..." and people may trust that all comes from God...". That I understood from the church... I do not know the official text...

As a roman catholic visionary, someday, I would have died... But, NEVER, there would have been miracles at my grave... This dead witch, with the help of the Devil, stops ANY MIRACLE that may lead the Papal Authority to declare: "IT IS TRUE: visionary Angela from Romania spoke with the Mother of God from Heaven". This witch-little girl is responsible even now for clear proofs that come to be offered to the Parish Priest:... I, having to be dead, after all this brutal unstopped ordeal... she is getting ready along with the devil to "lay" to the Parish Priest the list of: "it is not true:

1. What Angelica has said: her earthy father will become a go-getter... Do you see? He died.../ What God says: "even tomorrow it is possible for you to hear: "the father of this little girl has died...you knowing that you were to hear the news: <drunkard Roata has died>, like your father is known in the village, therefore his death as a father of a roman catholic visionary..."

2. It is not true: "her sister, Emilia, will heal! She died..." and this is not seen, that she is guilty, being already dead..., meaning this witch. Emilia is still alive, she needs a chaperone, you will receive details in the video made by my sisters...

Who gets me out of this satanic work? Parish Priests' Toma Lucaci soul... How? Last night, I said: "Act of contrition...", got the last Communion from Priest Toma, although I did not see the bread, I opened my mouth... I received the Last Rites (roman-catholic sacraments...), and now, this Priest is praying what he knows (I do not know...) and will receive, as a living Parish Priest, although he is dead, clear proofs for me, as a dead roman catholic visionary, following which the Pope from Rome cannot say: "it is not true:..." Parish Priest Toma Lucaci will receive "the cleanup" in my destiny as a roman-catholic visionary, as I was, dressed up in clear proofs when I was alive:" it is not true:..." and how I was going to be, after death, continuously well hoodwinked in this proofs:.......

In order to succeed in their plan, the devils and sorcerers have done what? Sorcerer Lupu Marcel accepted to die, at Lucifer's request... Therefore, the body of Monsignor Priest Ioan Lucaci, Parish in Adjudeni village, died... standing as clear proof in front of Parish Priest Toma Lucaci (alive): "it is not true...", me saying, according to the answer of the Parish Priest's question: "the Mother of God from Heaven, Hope of the Lost World, what does she says?" She:" He will heal!" As the Parish Priest Toma Lucaci died to, I became a "roman catholic visionary among other visionaries". Therefore, the devils and the sorcerers kept on presenting to the Parishes Priests, that activated spiritually, following the death of Parish Priest Toma Lucaci, with proofs: “it is not true:…….” Next is “empty backyard” as clear proof: “it is not true:…….” Although it is more sure that wreaking havoc comes above us, according to the destructive psycho-emotional-physical events, carried out ceaseless through entire life and since I am the house “visionary” it’s worse then in the most “black” nightmares, I keep on prepare myself for the “Promised Good:…….”. How much I risk…, talk, write without proofs… Lucifer is revolted that I do no post this pages too, videos made… but I always listen the Heaven, even if I’m in advantage or not. Now, the “spiritual hand” of “Parish Toma” is in the right hand and the Mother of God holds my palm like in the “first grade”, and God my head, because I know I might die writing, cold and stiffness for 3 days, let’s see if I fix with the plant “Wild thyme”, I usually get rid of this states… with it, I made a pause and you can tell… but I have other tea for these bodily “malfunctions”, but Wild thyme I see that is “THE BOSS”.

I have two destinies as a roman-catholic visionary:

1. roman-catholic visionary among other visionaries… Only Parish Priest Toma Lucaci received the news: “… I dream about the Mother of God from Heaven” (1993). I haven’t talked with Bishop Petru Gherghel between October 20^th, 1992 – December 1994. One day I would have died…

2. roman-catholic visionary on the “road of the Promised Apparition…” Waiting in vain for the Promised Encounter with the one that was saying that is called: “the Mother of God from Heaven” and on January 10^th, 1994, said those disturbing words, impossible to believe, I asked for a Divine Sign  in order to know if God still wants to Collaborate with me or He gave up… At last (I was asking this in August, in December I arrived to the Parish…) the Mother of God from Heaven appears to me and tells me to go to the Parish to ask the Parish for his help in my stormy supernatural situation… Barely after the Parish’s 9 days novena and a Holy Liturgy I received the name: the Mother of God from Heaven, Hope of the Last World, now knowing the Bishops too, the roman-catholic Priests about this… On this supernatural road, Parish Priest Toma Lucaci would have endlessly received clear proofs: “it is true:……”, I would have not died, because I am a Divine Person… Only Parish Priest Toma Lucaci would have find out about My Divinity and a confined number of people, chosen by God not for an “army” around me, but as a joy… Other then that, roman-catholic Priests would have find out only upon the seeing of the Promised Apparition who I am… But the Pope had no other way but to confirm with me alive: “it is true…” because it was to big the “worldwide bustle” because of me and had to reassure the world in His Pastoral care… He could not contradict Heaven…

In order for this destiny not to be accomplished the sorcerer Lupu Marcel died to… This way he obtained the death of Parish Priest Toma Lucaci… Therefore, the sorcerers and the devils rest assured that something will come true that might get to the Parish Priest Toma Lucaci (alive). And… Marcel, dead, “fixes” all, together with the devils… next is to offer the Parish Priest Toma Lucaci the proof: “it is not true that it is God’s Will that Angelica’s adoptive father live until the Moment of the Promised Apparition, to be a go-getter, he died!” God: ”I will kill the husband of his sister, Antaluca Eugen, you knowing that your adoptive father was next to die.” Legally, he is my “biologic” father, he is not aware of My Divinity…

But, on this road, there is a visionary-witch on “My Divine official tracks”: the daughter of Dana Antaluca; Dana Antaluca is the daughter of Eugen Antaluca; the daughter of Dana is getting ready of dying naturally, I understood that even Priests went to say prays in the hospital room of Iassy, where the doctors give her no hope to live… and I should, according to the “satanic law” to follow her steps… Marcel Lupu and this daughter (unmarried, school-age) are going to wreak havoc in this destiny… The result: there will not a trace left of clear proof that My Divinity is true… The devils and these two sorcerers sacrifice resolve everything…/ God: “I WILL KILL HER, NOT LUCIFER”

I have a “sorcerer-Priest” in my destiny as a roman-catholic visionary that would have died: “Balauca Ioachim (nickname ventila)”. He is the son of witch Balauca Cecilia (one of the human chain: “16 sorcerers”, from whom I found out that are guilty of de proof August 25^th, ’93). He “controls” in a malefic way the proofs that Parish Priests would have received, at my grave or not, “that it is true:…..” He is planned to die at psych ward, where he “sits” from some time now, hoping all the evils, that he to will “fix” everything after: “………….” God: “It is again Me who will kill him, although he is READY for Lucifer, who comes to take him with complete happiness…”

God: Me and Jesus, we visited the dead… Starting tonight we stop at the livings… Do not fear, write… I support you, I won’t let you at the Free Will of everybody above you anymore, yes?” Me: I got used to… You kept on watching and did not interfere, I would be surprised to defend me from everybody, like you said…

Oop, I forgot: lethal weapons won’t work where it is not the case, it’s just human destructive ambition; atomic bomb will become an inoffensive toy, no matter how much the specialists will strive to reactivate, having all in order technically speaking… Only from their own fault people will die, that know they are in danger, but still go “wherever it is not necessary”. God: “I will defend the ones that have to “work dangerously” for anybody’s good… They will not get sick, die… There will be no more victims and aggressors; I will stop the aggressors! You will know all that it is necessary anytime, it is not the case to invade Angelica with questions, She does not know everything either and her head is spinning of all kinds of questions:…… But she calmed down: “… if it is necessary, I will know, to mind my own business, life…” she’s thinking… Do not fear: “waste dangerous for humans and where nothing gets to, I will handle it through the depths and the air… al the places where you cannot, I can! I have an EARTH TO TAKE CARE OF. AMEN.

October 29^th, 2018

God…

Angelica, I do not ask for your trust… it’s too much… only write because there is no time for translating when I start with “the living”, only “write down” their names on the internet…

Me and Jesus, we killed the 3 sorcerers, through Our Judgement, although they are already dead as sacrifice for Lucifer in his plan to destroy you, as he told you in the day of Friday, June 16^th, 1993: “I’m Lucifer and I want to destroy you!” But also the witch-little girl that stops your beatification after death, as regular roman-catholic visionary…

I… once again I’m getting ready to kill those 13 sorcerers, suddenly, that are still alive and fight hard to end all:…………. They are 16, but 3 of them are already dead:

Lupu Marcel

Lupu Margareta

Roca Vivina

Balauca Cecilia

Balauca Ana

Bursuc Alex

Bursuc Veta

Bursuc Carmen

Balauca Maria

Balauca Laura

Roca Irina

Roca Marius; Roca Dragos

Roca Mihaela

Talin Ana

Talin Simona

But also the sorcerer Antaluca Eugen… for that Lupu Marcel, his wife’s brother, with the help of Lucifer is getting ready to suddenly kill the one known in the village as “Valeru lu’ Roata”.

Antaluca Eugen

Justice: “ what Emilia Antaluca wished for “Maricica lu’ Roata” will be received by your mother, because she fights with your mother, not with you…

What came from Heaven upon witch Emilia Antaluca, for her crucial attack upon mother…

God: I wanted for the soul of Parish Priest Toma Lucaci to end what started when he was alive, this is why I asked you to be once again together in spirit under the Holy Trinity Sign… When Pope from Rome will have no other way then admit, although you are alive: “YES. VISIONARY ANGELA FROM ROMANIA TALKS WITH THE MOTHER OF GOD, HOPE OF THE LAST WORLD!” then you will close the Holy Trinity Sign. If he opposes, knowing for sure that it is true, from ambition, denying your visions, I WILL KILL HIM. I wont watch anymore how, all over the world, although Priests KNOW it is true, from convenience… DENY:……..” The visionaries never aimed for “another religion” preached by them, they only repeated Heaven’s Words… And Priests could have explained “EXTENSIVELY” this… It’s that you are aware Priests: they follow still the ancestor’s religion, they didn’t wanted “one of their own!”

Me, now, I am sharing everything under the sign of the Holy Trinity only alongside the Parish Priest Toma Lucaci’s soul and visionary Angelica; I only prove to the roman-catholic Church: “what happened whit visionary Angela from Romania!” I do not offer “clear proofs to the roman-catholic Church, with the aim of her beatification.” I will directly help the man, do not “place” visionary Angela in the front. I need you to speak honestly with Me, not to think: “what prays to say?” You feel well, pray…, but I want only your thought, words and facts, which leads to a constant good life on Earth, not only for you but for the entire Planetary System…

Iuliana and Valentina, translate today, put everything in order, for tomorrow to only give “send”. There is no time for gabbing…

All the sorcerers on this official Church road, wanted you:” CRAZY AND DEAD!”, THAT TO BE SAID about “Maricica’s Roata (Wheel) daughter, Angelica…”  

This is the last time when… to your sister, I ask them to translate… Only when all the people at the “age ?they are capable? of understanding” speak or understand the Romanian language, you will open the “conversations page”. You cannot learn now all the letters spoken by the people, but they will be smart  in order to easily study the Romanian language… Then, as you can, You will say anything…, if You must…

The people’s body feel:” I cannot be like “the normal ones””. If it is necessary, those bodies will feel nothing from what convict them in the eyes of the “normal ones”.  I will take care to bring the erotic peace on Earth, because many men and woman died willfully  (suicide) or by the social rejecting: ”you are gay!;  you are lesbian!; you are travesty!;…” Just like the “normal ones” feel “emotionally complete, fulfilled” in their “man-woman” emotionally erotic life, the “abnormal ones” feel the same, like the society used to call them… They do not hurt other people, is just the way they feel for so long: “emotionally erotic fulfilled”. I PROMISE: I WILL MAKE THIS CLEAR URGENTLY!

Who else died on my “ROMAN-CATHOLIC-VISIONARY road”

- Angelica: at the end of this Divine Justice for me, as a roman-catholic visionary, I will rewrite the sorcerers list responsible for my official destruction as a roman-catholic visionary, with the title: “Who wanted me crazy, dead and the destruction of the Divine Plans for me as a roman-catholic visionary, alive, DEAD…”

Because of my deep tiredness (the nightmares are not stopping), of the hard to psycho-emotionally “digest” reality (Doctor Bordeianu: “You’re not allowed to see, hear sad things…), of the diseases identified by doctors: first degree epilepsy, tiredness, turmoil, I’m getting more and more mute, even if I have 3 treatments for the voice recovery… I lose it at the cerebral and laryngeal level (on my understanding: from head and neck: the vocal cords). If Lucifer wouldn’t made a promise of a “delirious crisis” at the first visit to the doctor for not to ever “come out from the insane asylum”, I would admit myself for general analysis… After so much time with nightmares, on wake up I feel the spleen zone swollen, makes me feel “full”; It’s 9:45 (winter time) and my spleen barely accepted to digest 2 raw apples, a cup of tea…

I hope to “fix” my tired and sick body with what I have… Maybe I will not get to go “of necessity” to hospital…

How hard it is to live, function, so much tiredness… I didn’t knew how important is to have a good sleep… I’m in the fourth year of nightmares… I try to avoid the “day sleep”, it is only aggravate my state, I always have nightmares… [ “The Plant: “Wild Marjoram” eliminated them, You are enduring only the free choice of the devils and sorcerers that are coming into your sleep…” – God…]

A day without tea, medicinal bitter = I paralyze. From 7 days breaks, 3 days, 2 days, one day without tea; bitter, I used it rarely…And I’m eating, do things with pause, sit more often in bed or anywhere, I do not hurry often… This is it… I will do everything I can to resist… I do not capitulate in this situation, apparently with no win in good…